I promised myself, that no one would get the best of me.
No matter how much my tears, no matter how much my tears drown me.
And this is ridiculous, How did you get the upper hand?
You don't have the privilege, to see my tears run down my face so quickly.
I'm not gonna lie, I have cried and cried.
But ten times out of nine, I won't show you my weakness under all of these lies.
You should be begging me on your knees, I cry for you invisible tears.
You should be calling with an apology, I cried for you, now you cry for me.
Now guess who's at my door, with tears all over their handsome face.
No I didn't get your calls, cause' I blocked your number when I blocked you out of my head.
You say "How were you so strong?" I say "I was told to not to cry over stupid boys".
I've known you all my life, but I slam the door and say that I won't be your wife.